Tuesday, March 25, 2014

what got me thinking..

I just wish I can shut myself up and tell myself that there's nothing to be afraid or insecure of. If its meant to be, then it is. If its not, then TOO BAD. I'm always shy around people and have zero confidence in myself, WHAT A FAILURREEEEE :( Its so hard to strike up a topic with international students. PFFT, what am I saying, I can't even talk to Malaysians in my Uni. I'm such a coward. I just don't know what to say to them. Recently, especially this semester, I have met quite a number of Koreans. And just yesterday, I made a Korean male friend. HOW'S THAT FOR A CHANGE? har had har... its nothing to be proud of anyway... I was actually forced to make friends with him since we need another member in our group (oops!). 

Is it me, or making new friends with the opposite gender are so much harder? I don't even know what to say to him. I'm just... sitting... and.. smiling... *sigh*. I'm sorry dude, I don't mean it! I wanted to talk to you but I just don't know what to say... 

I hate myself... *sobs* Its time for a change. 

Monday, February 10, 2014

Its a lonely lonely place...

Hello lovelies,
So today I decided to blog since I have nothing better to do until my brother comes back from his high school. The house is getting really quiet now after my parents and baby cousin left. Time sure does fly when youre really enjoying it. Now that I think about it, I cant believe they had stayed here for already 9 days, which only felt like 3 days!

You know, when people say you take things for granted, they are actually damn right. While my parents were still here, I get annoyed pretty easily since they kept asking me to do things which they can do it by themselves, but now that they're gone, I actually miss them appointing me to do chores. How funny. BUT, I highly doubt that I'll manage to last if they're here. Im pretty sure I'll blow up in less than 2 weeks.

Yes, I may say this now, that I miss being appointed by them etc, but if they really do come back, Im sure I'll get annoyed all over again. Why is this so? I guess people just wont realise what they got until they lose it. First, you'll be grateful... then slowly, you'll get annoyed, and angry... and as time passes, you wish to get away from that person A.S.A.P. This is LIFE I guess. Humans, go figure. However, we should be grateful what we have every single day. Before sleeping, lie on the bed and reflect about the past. What has life given you that's worth remembering or fighting for? People come and go, and by the time you realised something, someone in this very earth has lost someone dear to them.

Addios lovelies!

Thursday, October 3, 2013

WHAT I can't possibly stand

Seriously dude?

What I can't possibly stand is when a dude ask me if I'm on my period when I'm angry at him. LIKE, HELLO! you made me mad 'cos you obviously did something wrong, and you ask whether I'm on my period.

you have got to be kidding me.

Really, you did something wrong and you say I'm on my period. WHAT NONSENSE IS THIS?! Really guys, think before blurting out stupid nonsense to a girl. Just because she's angry at something you did, doesnt mean she's on her period ok? 


Friday, August 9, 2013

Hello, How Are You?


How's everyone been doing? Started my second year in Uni and all the tutors are so BORING! Had a scrumptious meal today at Circular Quay. Posted the yummy lunch in Instagram and all my friends left a comment saying its FATTENING. BOOOOO! i know its fattening okay! Don't have to rub it into my face! SOBBBS! mean friends! HAHAHAHAHHA one day I will take my sweet revenge on them MUWAHAHA!

Up till now, my relationship with my boyfriend is doing good. Either we dont care each other THAT much, ORRRRR, the other way round. We care for each other THAT much that we respect one and another. I trust my babyyyyy <333333 heehehheheh="" nbsp="" p="">
Anyhow, Hope everyone is doing great! TOODLES.

Wednesday, July 17, 2013


Harro there my dear readers, my boyfriend is leaving to Australia tomorrow and I'm feeling down in the dumps. I hate goodbyes... what am I saying, WHO LOVES SAYING GOODBYES?! Maybe saying it to the person you hate feels awesome, but its never easy to say goodbye. I miss him, I really do. I know I'll still be able to see him soon, (not as if he's leaving for good and I'll never get the chance to see him ever again), but I feel that there's something missing in my life.

Couples out there will know exactly how I'm feeling, and those single ladies/gents out there, if you don't understand me, go and get yourself a partner!! HAHAHA i'm just kidding. Someone out there is waiting to meet you, so take it easy and find the RIGHT person that will spend his/her life with you.

Anyways, have a safe trip my dear boy and study smart! Love you with all my heart :) take care and SEE YOU SOON!!

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Happy Mother's Day!

Hello again everyone!

Today's Mother's Day! Did you guys get anything for your mom? HAHA my instagram and facebook are flooded with pictures of my friends taking pictures with their mother's and surprising them with gifts and a nice dinner. Ahhh, I'm so happy for them. I really wish that I could spend Mother's day with my family as well, but sadly I can't. Anyways, it's the thought that counts, right? :) Happy Mother's Day!

So today I watched 2 films, which are Hotel Transylvania and The Lorax.

He reminds me of garfield! 

I loveeeeeeee her hair!

"UNLESS someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not."

Hotel Transylvania

 Daddy's little girl :) 

This is too cute. can't say no to this little bat! haha

One more thing before I end this post. Guys, I know sometimes you're just curious of what other people's marks are, but don't get too overboard. For me, I won't mind telling people my grades even if I didn't do toooo good (ok sometimes if its too low I get upset but I'll still tell), don't force people to tell you, okay? They'll tell you eventually (or not), I don't know. Anyways what I'm trying to say is sometimes they just don't feel like telling you. It's not that they hate you or anything, they just dont want to, that's all. So don't force them, alright? 

I'll end here! adios! 

Saturday, May 11, 2013

Dear John...

Great movie. 

Watched this movie today and it is beyond awesome. Am so in love with this movie but I don't get why would Savannah even get married to Tim. Doesn't make much sense to me, but overall it is a very very good movie. Do watch it! 

Mother's day is tomorrow! Did you guys get anything for your mom? Well, I did! Every year, my family celebrates Mother's day, Father's day, and birthdays together. My brother and I would make cards and buy presents for our parents E-V-E-R-Y Y-E-A-R. Sadly, not this year. BUT! nothing's going to stop us from keeping this 'tradition'. I guess my letter is somewhere in Malaysia's pos office waiting to be delivered to my house. I don't think my mom will receive the letter tomorrow ( I sent it last tuesday ), but hopefully she'll receive it this Monday. HA! I can't wait for my mom to receive it 'cos she gave me a call today, asking me " Do you know what day is tomorrow?? You should call me tomorrow okay? " hahaha and I was acting dumb, saying that tomorrow is Sunday, and she got so mad saying that my brother and I was heartless hahahhahaha. I just love my mom.

Dont just bring your parents out for a nice dinner only on mother's or father's day. You should occasionally bring your parents out for once in a while, spend some time with them, let them know that they mean a lot to you, and how much you appreciate them for raising you up as who you are today. You owe them more than anything you can ever give, and there is no way you can repay their love and time on you. Time doesn't stop for anyone. One day your parent's will leave you for a beautiful place, whether you like it or not.

Make every second count.

adios, beautiful you :)